In my mind
I lost you
a thousand times

My feet
attempted to run
mile after mile

You told me
to trust
You told me
to stay

But
you never
asked.

How I feel.
How my world
keeps turning.

You left,
came back
and told me
countless
stories.

Your words
had a home.

So why
am I the one
afraid
of losing.

When you
know nothing
and I know
everything
you never
told me about.