In my mind
I lost you
a thousand times
My feet
attempted to run
mile after mile
You told me
to trust
You told me
to stay
But
you never
asked.
How I feel.
How my world
keeps turning.
You left,
came back
and told me
countless
stories.
Your words
had a home.
So why
am I the one
afraid
of losing.
When you
know nothing
and I know
everything
you never
told me about.